Thursday, December 9, 2010

愛這個字這個東西沒有多少人是不知道的吧~

愛可以把人恍然一新

也可以把人推到地獄裏去~





近這陣子,面子書有個新聞是有個男子為情自殺的~
相信大家都略有說聞吧~
他很傻,也很偉大~
其實那曲曲4個月並沒什麽大不了
那曲曲4個月並不長~
可能他們經歷了許多,我們並不知道

現在大家都在怪那個女生吧~
其實女生沒有錯真的沒有
有些人說她好美但卻是無形的殺人兇手
男生臨死前還叫大家不要怪女生~
男生真的很愛她~

愛與恨往往是一綫之差
寧願你很她還好過輕生自己~
可能他不喜歡破滅美好的回憶吧~

過去的就讓它變成回憶~
希望,不要有人在這樣傻了
愛是一種責任
要愛就要負責
所以 請
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珍惜自己所愛的人是一種責任,如果你不能承擔這個責任就不要去愛
 
好嗎?

希望Alviss Kong,你一路好走~
下輩子不要那麽傻了~





Sunday, December 5, 2010

5/12

Today use english to type tis blog...
wow hmm wat topic i gonna to type out?
I have no idea i feel tired everyday i also dunno y?

hmm..... hope i can recover all my tired lo... and hope can sleep more hahahx

My family ... haiz... no saliva to say it ad.... damn tired
sometime i feel i gonna like my friend to go out from tis house and stay and work at outside
Do it myself independent hehe~
~i will slow and late update all my blog...~

Monday, November 29, 2010

风水轮流转?

你信这个吗?
不懂哦~ 可能有吧!!!
赫赫~ 我的妈妈跟我所对不起, 当我当时有点感动跟愧疚~
但明明就是他们做错为什么我觉得愧疚呢?

真的不明白自己在想什么~
赫赫~ 连我都很难处莫自己
FB又出现一个朋友, 争得谢谢他给我的评语~

我会友靠两的

Saturday, November 27, 2010

关心= 走上门 还是= 上门去找?

从小我不知道什么是关心,
到了升中学时稍微懂事~
但我也感觉不到被关心的感觉,
仿佛什么东西都离我远去~

刚升上中学那年有不愉快的事,
我被人家捉弄, 被人家讨厌, 被人家叫大姐大
那时候真的很讨厌上学, 因为不懂怎样面对他们~
有个女孩是我那时的好朋友, 她很关心我~
哈哈那时候我才发现也知道了被关心的滋味~
不知道是不是跟我交朋友的关系, 她好像也被人讨厌了~

想回去那时的我们正的很幼稚,
现在大家都大了, 也懂了很多的事情
但懂得越多久越笨, 越分不清楚了~
说回那时候吧~

升到了中2 哈哈冤家路窄以前常常叫我大姐大的人竟然跟我同班~
我们就此成了好朋友, 跟她们做了3 年的好朋友很不可思议吧~
我也这么觉得, 哈哈
才知道原来他们以前是贪玩~
她们就是我现在的朋友圈里的A小姐和L小姐了

升到了中3
我们认识了现在朋友圈的J小姐,N小姐和E先生
到了中5 大家还聚在一起
虽然大家都有闹过皮过吵过打过
但每次都没事, 因为我们是朋友

但渐渐的我似乎不知道他们在那里了?
不知道他们去了那里,
他们也离我远去了~
我到底该怎样呢?

很多时候我都主动去关心他们,
但他们当我透明~
为什么会这样? 就因为我没有跟 他们出去吗?

是这样的吗?

为什么我的关心总是自己走上门呢?

Sunday, November 14, 2010

中做乐 (14/11)

好讨厌中药 哦~

最近都在吃, 讨厌!!!
有人跟我说:谁叫你身体不好?
我也不想的好不好~ 好讨厌哦~
中药我讨厌你啦~

Friday, November 12, 2010

不同語言, 不同時間, 不同地點。

好悶,很久沒有上來了, 不知道要寫什麽

只是希望我的世界裏不要每次出現,


不同語言, 不同時間, 不同地點。


不同語言
- 不會溝通的人


不同時間
- 不是巧裝巧 和 不對時間找我的人


不同地點
- 在不同的地方然後大喊我名的人~


討厭阿~

Monday, November 8, 2010

朋友之間的秘密~

朋友之間有許多的秘密,
但朋友圈裏真正需要的是什麽?
相信大家都清楚吧~

友情可以取代愛情, 愛情卻不能取代友情。
這個或許有很少人理解。

朋友最近出現了問題,
雖然我不清楚來龍去脈,但還是很心痛~
爲什麽會這樣~

過後發現了朋友的blog更新了,就去看看~
裏面的一字一句,沒有寫道我~
裏面的照片也沒有我~
其实可见我们是多么的没有那么好~

他们出了问题,原本我应该很开心,
因为他们终于可以了解我的心情~
但我看了, 我很心痛。
我不喜欢他们这样, 我不希望他们这样。
我不想失去他们,我们的友情反反复复,
经历了那么多事情,我们不可以就这样毁了

他们对我总要。 真的重要。
希望他们没有事~

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

wat i send to my bro via email... Disappointed wif FAMILY

wat i send to my bro via email... Disappointed wif FAMILY


maybe mummy say wrong i not so good girl at house....

i tell u but u cannot tell mummy them....
i really feel i at house no privacy at house i feel i m no use at all.

Ya mayb i wrong too, i cannot blame them coz they are worry me too...
but i think too over ad , over until my letter can go open it? until i no phone use?
mayb they got their reason , but i really can't aceppt at tis envoroment...
i everyday feel upsad who know? all dunno coz i no say it out.
I really hate myself actually , i got many negative thinking , i will think very very much.
and they say me dunno how to protect myself , if i dunno den i will drive car go out until late late.
who know? they say y i dun wan call my friend and say my thing was keep in heart?
how they know i no find them? i find them but got respone? NO !
They are totally think me is transparent. Y like tis? is bcoz i less to join them and i join them must early back.
den they also lazy to call me out. Like li ping birthday on tuesda but they say can't celebrate at tat time but no body tell me they celebrate o saturday or sunday... i need see their facebook update photo i only know... I really sad u know~
No one can feel tat..!!!
I no freedom enough wat also need tell parent wat also need gv parent see...

I ad 18 years old .... but no privarcy no freedom at all... den wat the difference wif 8 years old child/?
and i talk to my cousin also cannt? must say over bf tat type de mer?
Y they need care o\so much? it is really over....
And i really cannot forgive them to open my letter...
They do thoes thing will may me feel antipathy wif them....

no meaning is i continue like tis... i say ad i will protect myself i know which is good which is wrong...
they keep say me dun wan talk out... open mouth... i got when they no beside me...
and they no let me go and know tis world is how... HOw to independent...
How is the pressure in out soceity how to slove the problem how to release stress...
they no let me try how i\they know i cannot..
I will do tis work until end off tis year next year mayb i will go find another work or go interview the steweadess job... take the course
or concerate b a ballet teacher do full time ballet teacher....
and u know ms jane wanna kick me away ad? u know y? it beacuse i got saturday job... i cannot go ds observe class i cannot teach a good class... i cannot develop it... tat y... i wanna go replace other class u know mummy say wat? no need u still have saturday job... u know 1 day i replace i will get how much? 9.45 until 2pm it was my 2 day class i ad get 72 ringgit den my monthly will get high salary...

if i replace 2 week also so many class see how much i will get?
but mummy say no need and they so no belive me....fine den... but they will say again y ms jane no gv u replace class ad?
wat the question she ask? she no ask herslef? i feel damn tired to them... i tired to face them... i got think b4 i go out and stay my self but i scare they so i same like a ping jie jie... den find i dun wan but i need freedom... i dun wan always they fetch me ... i wan independent
i wan done all my thing wif myself...

Focus back to tat point again... (BF)
i feel i dun wan find ad she always say i dunno choose...
den i will dun wan choose it....
i gt phobia ad.... i dun wan it ad..and i know u will say wat also if dun wan reply nvm but remember dun tell them...
if u tell them i won't say anything to u nexttime....
i will keep it on myself///
bye take care ^^

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Ytd was tired but it is happy.... coz teacher got say my name Miss siew may theng and say Ms Siew.
I really feel happy enough even though he juz say me no good. But tat is enough for me ~
Today use english to update coz long time din't make it up. I feel tat y GOD need created LIFE for human?
It is tat can give human more good/? It if tat only got Challange? It is tat only can feel many thing?

Y cannot juz happy enough? And it was so hard to let someone to aceppt it... I m the first 1 say can't~
I really can't i feel tired enough really... Really tired...
I dun wan to get it more den tat..... Zzzzzzzzzzz....

Ytd less 60 ringgit today check only release Gv MORE 200 omg....
wat happen to me actually?
really so CHU XING? So no heart enough?
Y all the bad thing rush come and find me?
Hate it enough really... I cannot tahan it ad....

Tat i know y i so love those song was so upsad...
it is because tat is really sing for me....
RMB my fb friend Miss C say wanna say more EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like tis only can be happy
But wat is happy recently? i ad can clear it up... I dunnno wat is tat ad.... I keep changed myself but y still no ppl can prove it tat i was changed ad?

Y no ppl can rmb me? and same the ADVERTIMSENT in radio, tat Y no PPL can LOOK me? wah... tat is wat i really wanna
SHOUT to other~

I m not TRANSPARENT. HAHA when i type tis blog i get the advertisment on radio.. hehe i smile and laugh by my own...
haha, tat many ppl say wat also need share but my thing if share  i will feel shame enough...

Coz now i only know my parents will open my letter when the letter post to my house....
TAT day my bro in london was send once letter to my house bcoz it wan gv my dad a birthday suprise....but the front of letter is write by mu name... My dad see got love drwing on top of letter den open the letter and see....
I dunno tat but tat day my mother say tat i shoc and feel sad....
If really is other boy send come also ok wat coz tat is my privarcy i should have it ... i need have it also... y they can like tat?
i think i will no marry and bf to future... coz i sure can't get it coz i no privarcy ... if got also scare me ad....







LET SAY :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeEEeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thursday, October 14, 2010

i am dancer

I am a dancer




I twirl, leap and spin



I jump, piorette, and tap



I am a dancer



I feel pain and fear



I feel defeat and failure yet



I keep going I smile, I practice, I perform



I feel happiness and joy



I have grace and beauty



I hear the applause



I perform and do my best Sometimes



I fail I don't give up For



I am a dancer



I am brave and strong



I dance not for fame and glory But for how I feel inside



I am happiness,joy,love & excitment Strife, talent, joy, Determination and beauty



I am a dancer











Wednesday, October 13, 2010

13 OCTOBER 2010 & 14 OCTOBER 2010

13 October 2010

今天其實是有點衰~
突然好像發生很多事,突然覺得世界變得很恐怖。。。。。
怎麽會這樣呢/。? 到底這象徵這什麽阿/?

早上發生的事就不說了~
晚上跳舞既然條道腳流血~
怎麽會那麽可怕~
第一次流那麽多~
天啊~
好怕阿~

14 october 2010
今天一大早就被罵~
因爲頭髮的關係還有哪小到要命的水害我的~
討厭真的很討厭~
不喜歡這樣~
全部東西都變了,變得很可怕,好就沒這感覺了~
怎麽都好像自己被人家控制呢?
我不要好嗎?

媽媽以前跟我很好突然她變得很恐怖~
到底發生什麽事?
我到底有什麽好罵的?
昨天過馬路車hon我~
我也被罵,明明就那個車的問題~ 她不會開慢的阿~
有時不知道媽媽罵我是對還是錯?
因爲像去馬六甲的,我怎麽知道那邊的老人家要化妝?
也是她說要化妝才去?
她真的以爲我沒找人傢馬?
我有只是她又不肯放我自己一個人~
每次都要她載她陪~
我卻不知道這樣會讓我永遠不會長大~

有天她說我很弱,什麽都不敢開口~
知道爲什麽嗎? 我不是說全部是她的問題~
因爲以前我想要什麽我問她她一定說不行,不好,不要~
所以我那時知道了,我問什麽東西都不能得到的~
所以現在的我都幫自己打好敗訴~
還沒做就覺得一定輸`
就因爲自己小時候不好,大了就這樣!

好想哭哦~

Monday, October 11, 2010

感觸 意味著 什麽?

有誰可以告訴我什麽是感觸?
感觸可以改變什麽?

今天跟Q小姐拿了她的部落的網址,所以就去看了~
她的比我的還悲哈哈~
但其實我們是一樣的,也是什麽都不表達
讓自己變得很辛苦,也甘願的人~

但他比我懂事,比我成熟了~
她偶爾的任性會讓她覺得更有安全感~
我也是那麽的覺得,只要任性一下會有人關心,
我覺得很開心,很有安全了~

她的部落,她本人~
也讓我發現和懂了一些事~
我就是要看人家的部落才會懂~
但還是沒什麽改變~

她說了,什麽東西都該和朋友家人包括愛人分享~
她說得對 。
但又有多少人會做到呢?
有是想說出但往往都有很多東西打岔,
試問這樣又從那找出勇氣呢?
現在的我很好,因爲認識了他們兩姐弟~
讓我懂得如何向人家分享~

我希望我會做到~ 加油~

Sunday, October 10, 2010

发现

看了许多人的部落才发现很多东西~

发现了原来自己是多么的脆弱,
我承认我是一个很孤僻的人,
常常会活在自己的角落,
不参,不说,令人讨厌~

但你们是否想过为什么我常常这样?
其实我只是要你们看见我,
希望人家觉得我是有存在的,
我不喜欢你们当我是透明的~
我建起那心中的角落那座墙,
不是排斥不是小心眼~
什么都不是,是希望有人真的会爬墙救我出去~

有时我不开心不说,
有时又故意把样子做出来~
是因为我不想知识跟在后头~

再短短的两年,我把自己弄得跟别人不一样
跟成熟更好看~
是希望有人会称赞我~

我这样难道真的错了吗/。?
我真的很想知道你们有真正了解我吗?
有尝试马?

每次跟你们牛头不对马嘴的你觉得我很好手吗?
我也很辛苦~
我讨厌这样的自己,
你们又有想过吗?
每次想跟谁你们常常挨骂你们知道吗?

有时在家不开心你们又有问过为什么我不开心吗?
你们的眼中就只有他,她
有想过我马?
我也许要人家关心,
需要人家爱~
你们真的知道吗/。?

同样的话说了好几篇,
有人行动吗/。?
难道我的话那么不中听马?
我的意见有人用过吗?
是我思想有问题?
还是你们要求过高?

我真的那么的没用吗?
谁可以给我真正的答案呢?
我很害怕你们不找我~
我会吃醋你们不约我~
因为我真的在乎~

在乎有错吗/。?

The New Of ME

Friday, October 8, 2010

9 OCTOBER 2010

时间过的好快好快~
又要过一个星期了~
十月很快又要过去了~
怎么都觉得自己好像没什么改变~

刚才看了宝贝(霜儿) 的部落和亲爱的(akina) 的部落~
他们反复很像很忙~
但唯一高兴的是宝贝的部落终于没那么的悲了,这样我也替她感到开心~
宝贝是我在friendster认识的,我们在哪很开心聊得来就称呼对方宝贝~
宝贝人很好最近也越变越漂亮,也有个疼爱她的男朋友。
真羡慕他~ 我最羡慕的不是他漂亮和有疼她的男人~

我羡慕的是她有个完美又好的友情~
比起我真的差太远了~
看看她~
再看看我的友情,怎么人家也3年我也3 年,怎么我的比较悲?

怎么我的朋友好像比较排斥我? 是我的问题吗?
这个问题一直环绕着我~ 弄到我喘不过气来~
她们想什么我真的不只到~
从不认识到认识,
从没话到话说也说不忘,
从不漂亮变得更漂亮,
从脾气不好到温柔~

我们什么没经历过?

处罚一起处罚。
我们以前都离不开对方3人~
怎么会变得如此下场?

真的搞不懂我累了,真的累了~

Thursday, October 7, 2010

08 OcTober 2010

What i got another name ad...
Ad long time no ppl created name for me ad wahaha...
When in the skul time many ppl created cute and weird name for me...
E.G -------> Xiu mai , Xiu mai 'Ting" , Wu po , and more .....
Tat time i feel angry coz they no respect me...
Wow look like so gan jjiong.... wahhahahahahhaahahah


Now the time is pass i miss those whose calling me tat cute name....
And 'Dunno' izity time pass fast ad...
nowsday is my turn to created my cute name....
HAHAHA... feel weird right hmm.... ntg do la... maybe.....
wahhahahahahah........

The name for me is MS.DUNNO wao....so cute name!!!!
Y got tis name? how come?
Hmm.....
It is i release tat many ppl ask me many thing my answer is 'DUNNO'
Mummy: wat u wan to eat?
yukii: Dunno

Bro:What u wan be yr present?
yukii: Dunnno

Dad: what u wan eat?
Yukii: dunno
dad: i wan open a shop name DUNNO ad

Wahahaha izity funny? hehe tat  y my name is Ms DUNNO


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

06 October 2010

我很久没上来了,忙忙忙, 有时也不知道上来要干嘛~
赫赫,最近的我很不行,很差劲。发生也做错很多事。
虽然没人责怪我,每人说我,但心里自然会有不开心,伤心和犹豫。
这次的我不像以前的我,以前的我就算什么事放在心上,伪装都不会辛苦。
但这次的我伪装了会很不舒服,为什么会这样? 是因为我累了? 老了? 有朋友了?
为什么我好像什么都不懂啊? 我该怎么办啊?

上次看了宝贝霜儿的部落----------〉看到她说她不跳舞是因为她的脚受伤了不能跳了。
我开始害怕了 因为怕不知道几时会到我~=。=
最近我的脚都很多问题,我真的不如以前了。但是这些事有谁知道?
没有人知道的因为每个都觉得“是她自己不要站起来” 谁说的~ 我努力了有人看见吗?
没有因为她们只看到一面的我~ 最近身体状况也是不那么好,朋友们都说我越来越瘦。

现在的我也发觉了,以前穿上芭蕾紧身衣都是有肉,可怕的事我的大腿也瘦了。
最难瘦的都瘦了可怕了。 哈哈 第一次那么怕瘦~

闷闷闷。。。。。 怎么我会这样?

好想告诉自己撑着点。。。 加油= 我应该可以的~ ^^

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Monday, September 20, 2010

Long time no update my blog ad wow.... feel tired tis few week...
after my birthday i was no meet my friend up after tat...
and i get meet back all my primary skul friend on FB so great la FB...
hahax... they all chaged to leng lui and leng zai ad wahahaha so i plan to make a gathering for primary friend only.

Wahaha and i get a new tat my primary skul friend got two ad married wow,... congratz wah....
and they ask me got bf o not... HUH? BF? no lo... no ppl wan so sad sian... wahahaha...
i told them MR. RIGHT haven out was shock them... wahaha ...

k and i feel tired to continue dance may i stop it?
my friend say dun coz will waste coz still have one year only...
BUT i tired wif it .... tired to face them tired to reach there.... TIRED when reach tat day... :(

so wat can i do?

Monday, September 13, 2010

9/11  & 9/12

                                                           they do tis for me i love it so cute

and i meet my dear akina she so pretty i love her....

go sunway eat after go JJ wif them....

after eat i feel full and tired ....

But.....but... suddenly


Got a birthday cake....


take pic first.... wow.... colourful birthday celebration

Sunday, September 5, 2010

What can i do?
What can i say?
What can i wish?
What can i need?
What can i think?
What can i dream?
What can i promise?
What can i buy?
What can i miss?
What can i love?

FINALLY
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Who AM I?

who can gv me answer? i no mood to gain it again...
Ino mood to ask again...
die den die
finish den finish?

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Saturday, September 4, 2010

Finally i know i am ntg

yea finally i know i am ntg..
for everyone,,,,,

my fren all no celebrate my birth all forget my birth...
i think tis year birth is my most unforgettable year....

SAD......
SAD.....
SAD.....
SAD......

SADSADSAD

NO MOOD NO MOOD

Thursday, August 26, 2010

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING

Wow.... i was so excited to have a bithday celebration wif fren...
I long time din't meet them ad, hop ecan very happy for it...
I now was think to buy present to my fahter and mother birth.... present.

Coz my father same date wif me , mother is after 3 day of my birthday is her birth....
 11/9 and 14/9

Wo.... i ad think wan buy wat for them ad, and now cannot write at here first ... :p
sorry...

coz i scare they will see my blog... hahax... so in izity my parent hahax.

my birthday wish to have a ballet cake like tis....












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Very nice izity... i love it so much....

My bro say wan buy for me when he come back .. next year or 21 birth...
Shock nia.....

Sunday, August 22, 2010

"OUR SHOW , OUR PERFORMANCE , OUR CONCERT "

4 day when to KL PAC for our show , feel so nervours at tat time .
First 2 day is when they for technical rehearsel .
On 21 of august we very nervours coz tat is our frst day REAL performance on STAGE.

Before tat show start our teacher wish us good luck and my friend all hug hug wif teacher and us.
I will go nervous reallly cannot explain the feel wif text.
At the moment i feel so warm and touching when teacher friend hug us.

The show is start and we try our best to perform, My parent come on tat day but night show.
I saw them b4 we start the show and we done our show MY PRINCIPAL come in our dressing room and say
GOOD SHOW when we listen the 2 word we very happy coz we done well.

The next day ad, 22 of august, actually is our last day performance but we have 2 show (afternoon and night)
At tat day i can't imaging and i can't say out what wrong wif me and the pain sad mood on my heart.
At the afterrnon show i do my work tat time i slip and fall down , and i also continue to dance until i off stage.
All the inside dancer very scare and ask me what happen and r me ok? Actually i m not okay...
My leg was injure at tat time and my heart more pain coz that show ad not perfect.

I wan to cry but cannot on my face still got make up. So when finish the show.
My teacher come in and ask me Y do wrong thing. i will very sad and i know tat is my wrong.
SRY TEACHER i not really wan do does thing.
And i go in toilet cry again, wow my tear drop wif my cosmetic hahax... very ugly and all the dancer know i fall down and ask me ok o not. I say i m ok....

All very good and helpful my friend help me massage the leg wif some cream...
and we take at nap at because we still have the last show.
Teacher say wan the last show is perfect so i more nervous.
The last show is wanna start left 7 minit my teacher hug and say try our best my friend gv me hug hug , ask me to add oil and good luck tat time i feel so touching and wanna cry but cannot beacuse got cosmectis on my face and wanna start the show ad... I saw i studnet come and see my show i fee so happy haha.....
The show is perfect i very happy....

All of us hug wif each other and smile wif a kind and happy out form heart.
C those like tis feel good... The concert let me learn many thing...
Thax my principal to gv our tis chance. THANK YOU

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Coming Soon

Wow... Ytd we go KL PAC to rehearsel so scare tat time...
We reach thr ad 3pm so no have much time for us, we keep our costume and some prop we need use when on stage...
Den we some warm up and den we full run wif techincal... I think most hard for us is the mirror...
Can't feel outside wat happen because too big ad and need move the mirror so hard la... and dunno when need out and can't see the stage... Very hard actually

Today is our LAST rehearsel wow... so nervous and SATURDAY ad ON SHOW wow... very scare jor ==
Can how ya? huhuhuhuhu...scare scare lol.....

Hope we can Jia YOU

Thursday, August 12, 2010

38 JOR


Today can say very tired... coz very early wake 6 am wake ad....
Hopssss need fetch bro go skul , damn kolian me...
Feel like wan sleep at OFFICE but cannot got ppl here....
WUWUWUWUWUWU

so cham... today 38 jor  at fb put in relationship wif AKINA damn funny fuhyoh....


http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/profile.php?id=100000039796129


Click tat den u can C le.... hoho


LOVE u AKINA

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

萤火虫 与 人类

萤火虫 是个多么美丽闪烁的昆虫也是我们小时候的玩伴,每只萤火虫发出的光都是独特的都是不同的。
知道这是为了什么吗? 知道为什么萤火虫要发光吗?
真的人为是为了美丽?是为了讨好人类?

错错错

它们是为了找到自己的另一伴,找到自己的真爱~多感动阿~

人类是个最聪明的东西但几个人懂什么是人生道理呢?
找到了另一伴却又是欺负又是伤害了对方。
真的有够。。。。。。。。


人类学学萤火虫 吧~
NTG SPECIAL FOR MY LIFE

SAd sad luhh.... everyday down down down shit la u


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Monday, August 9, 2010

"C.H.E.E.R "



Every thing will B fine... everything will  B settel
Yukii u can do it... CHEER...<3


Dun eMO eMO eMO ad....
Smile more :))

B the most sha Po most 38 d yukii
We Miss it
Cheer yukii

Lost Sad

Feel sad because saw my fren was when to anywhere .... but i no join....
Actually can like tis say i totaly dunno they got go...
No date me at all too...

Nowsday i feel sad stress pressure and tired....
Always emo emo emo only....
So really down i also dunno y i will like tis but .... i can't control it...

I  wan far of tis place can? go where study? KL?
hmmm.... now i juz can do is juz remind myself i very bz i can't att...
But saw them in the pic i feel sad dunno y,,,, mayb long time no meet ad gua....

OR  the most important reason is i hard to join them? OR they no join me in trip will more happy !
If they really like tat den i juz can accept wat they do it... They happy enough...
Really long no meet ad i think got 3 month after skul we juz meet one time only...
Hahax... say they is my best fren also no ppl BELIVE coz they no join me me no join them too....

Sometime i think izity i really no suit to join them?
Izity we is no gam?
next month is my birthday ad.... Dunno they cn out celebrate wif me o not...
Hooo.... Saturday i got sms all of them they say cannot... Dunno y i feel very sad... the ONCE make me more sad is Ms J
she totally no reply my msg... so long ad one month i think got still cannot forgive me mer?
I know tat time i really wrong but y until now also cannot FORGIVE me...
I really need her forgive coz i dun wan LOST her,she is my best fren
ALL of THEM is my lovely friend...

Sometime at night think back those moment will smile and will cry...
Saw back those pic will make me more crazy....
Oh... wat wrong wif my life?
izity i very rude?
izity i no suit to b wif u all?
tell me pls.... i cannot tahan ad....
i cannot act more and once more time again....

PLs let me know all the TRUE pls.....

T.T

Thursday, August 5, 2010

DaMn.......

Oh... yesterday i also dunno what happen on me
I cry when i dance , coz tat time teacher say my timing abit slow...
Oh... not teacher problem is my problem i feel say den my tear come out... oh...
feel really sad la me....:( huhuhu.......
 So sad really....

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I KNOW THAT...........

Write blog cannot really release all my sadness and happiness....
OMG i was so down a y?
Can i changed a positive thinking?
Can i cheer like ntg happen on me/?
Can i changed my mind wif other?

OH...... I was so sick now i damn tired every day Monday until Sunday every day also when to dance center (ex: SAT)
I wanna die ad.... sometime i dunno how to say out my suffer thing.... Everytime i go thr also very rush.... Like HELL...
Who knoe? NOBODY knoe tat... juz me know, get SCOLD who GET SCOLD ? ME is M3 feel so sad....Like shit la my life
How can i changed it? I cannot TAHAN ad i will GILA la....And won't ppl say u cheer girl u can no ppl will say wow u r so suffer and thouf enough.... Hmmmm..... I wanna GET HELP in HOSPITAL like tat i only can get REST....
Who can help me?????

心墙

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天




在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些



海豚从眼前飞越



我看见了最阳光的笑脸



好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限



我学着不去担心得太远



不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险



丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~



第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸



有什么故事好想了解



我感觉我懂你的特别





你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗



偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光



就算你有一道墙



我的爱会攀上窗台盛放



打开窗你会看到悲伤融化



我学着不去担心得太远



不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险



丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~



第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸



有什么故事好想了解



我感觉我懂你的特别





你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗



偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光



就算你有一道墙



我的爱会攀上窗台盛放



打开窗你会看到悲伤融化





你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗



偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光



就算你有一道墙



我的爱会攀上窗台盛放



打开窗你会看到悲伤融化



你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Won't have again....

Yesterday give him scold again , i feel i not really have YUAN wif him...
He look at me den he will very angry,will very no mood...
Tat he tell me...
Many GT also say dun mind for him... at the same time Gt also told him dun mind and dun see me...
So sad when listen those thing...
I feel sad and sorry to my frend because they like no att class like tat whole day teacher juz say on me only...
Say many useless thing, he is so pro at tis way,he really suitable at tis way too....

He say me timing out , ny timing slow but i no feel tat also i juz wanna know tat is i in other teacher class got timing out ma?
I know tat is in Cin i got timing slow but for sure at class i no wrong timing... even i juz follow fren he also say me wrong...
NVM i forgive him coz he old ad...

But now start he wake me up ad... He say i cannot i do my best for him... I will changed let him see I will do the best and let him feel i m diffrent ad.... I will i really will let him know HE R WRONG i also wan other know i will improve not juz bad always... S G I will let u know u r wrong in tis way seriously.... I won't stop I won't sad I won't emo I won't think NEGATIVE agian .... I Won't won;t won;t











U juz see la....

Monday, July 26, 2010

LOST IT

ME and my friend

I was so happy when together wif them.


They are important to me,
We care each other very much
IN TIS
3♥
YEAR♥

I ♥ Them so much....

BUT....

Now i lost one of my member
Is her... Ms. J
Because some reason we break our friendship ad...
I now well regret why tat day i need use emotion to sms and talk wif her...
She care me always when we still in skul....
She really care our feeling even those we angry her so...

But tat day she very angry dunno y?
mayb my word got some angry meaning....
when she reply msg like scold me i was weird too...
Really maybe my word got problem,,,

After tat she say how important we in yr heart a?
" think we really no important at all lo "
Mayb in tat time i saw tis msg i really got angry....
Den i use my word like very rude...
Den she say izity u use those word treat yr good fren?
I say i use wat word?
we ad so know each other i until now i also dunno y she so angry
mayb we all at outside work and study...
Join society also no same so have some was inccorrect...
I feel sorry too... Den can how?

The most sad is she deleted my FB profile from her fren list...
really sad when view her profile and saw tat
PRIVATE & ADD AS FRIEND
Can't aceppt at all...
I dunno we still have return and recover this friendship o not...
But i dunno y she need to deleted it....
Izity maybe is fb problem?
cause tat time my friend list also lost many friend...
Hope so is FB problem...
SAD betul
Need treat friend good, from tat time start i feel very down
I only know i really useless...
She also no find me at all...
Also dunno she got changed num o not?
How is she i also dunno...
I ♥ HER recently
I miss HER too..

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Why Always Is me

I dunno i do wrong wat need let him scold !
He say me 'wu nai','wu zhu' i wat also no do why he can like tis say me....
I really feel sad, i try my best to dance the most good ad, i start got smile got mantion my thing ad.
Many ppl say juz need smile den wat also be ok ad.
They say smile can cover all the thing,Sadness or angryness.
After yesterday i think not so easy.
I keep smile to him but he also the same, look like so angry to me and other no.
He can smile wif other y cannot smile wif me, I try to do my best ad...
WHY, WHY,WHY.......
Really sad yesterday i feel i so useless, i know i got many negative thinking.
Who make is U ....
u always say i no good den i think i need how to slove , but when i wan to save den u BAR me....
U say me no use at all.... No suitable dance .
And i also no say 1 to stop y say so? Izity she say?
I won't stop until i finish my grade, i wan u to see me is great...
U say u no most love who most care who, but u dunno yr atitude ad make it.
I really dunno i do wrong wat u need to like tis say me....
SHIT SHIT SHIT......

Friday, July 23, 2010

Dunno Girl

Actually blog is really a good way for me to release my sadness happiness pressure and stress...
So i come again... My DEAR blog.
Very rush everyday none stop until 9 something.


Wat i so rush for everyday?
I also dunno...
Why i need have so many thing to think?
I also dunno
Why lay on bed ad still will think tis tat?
I also dunno

Wat also dunno who i am?
I think i also will say i dunno.....!!!!!
so SWT la me....

YUKII WAKE AD DUN DREAM AND SLIP LE....

y i always wat also dunno? izity i am the dunno girl?

YES, i think I AM DUNNO GIRL

CINDRELLA is COMING

concert is coming soon....
now all of us got a bit nervous....
i know we can show the most good performance de....
jia you oo... OUR DANCER.<3

U ALL is ALL THE BEST.
Tis show sure very actractive de....
GOOD LUCK !!!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Gone everything......

Why everything so easy gone from my life?
izity i no enough good? or this is my luck?
Y other can so happy mix together and won't got any argue
but me argue many wif other and all gone from my life my world!!!!

So many misstake i did i know i cannot use my emotion to talk...
but yesterday frist msg is not tat mean i no tat mean wan to scold u...
ya tat time i really angry y i plan all the thing i cannot get at feed back....
but tat all i also put at my heart no say out is because i know u all is important at my life....

My life is ntg imporatnt den u all except my family....
but y u can so easy to say break relation to me?
i so sad i cry whole night.... and i regret to say tat word out so sorry ....
can everything be fine like begining? izity wan like tis ?
Wan my sorry? i can juz say it nvm i juz dun wan lost u in  my life....

I feel really up sad coz really many thing happen on me....
i cheer? cannot la.... cannot be it... i know i cannot be so emotion but..... so sorry to u.... :'(
Already no so many chance to gather ad y for we still can break all the thing in 3 year
3 year for me is not long but also no short.... sorry coz i really dunno y ....

DUNNO WAT CAN I DO AGAIN....

Monday, June 21, 2010

Get scold by him(2)

haiz today scold by him again.... sock,,,
i hate myself ad and hate tat thing ad...
need recover all my thing but i can't do it coz i no choice.... :(



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Saturday, June 12, 2010

Stress

Too stress in nows day.... i will tired evryday....
my shoulder everyday like got many thing on top....
i so hard and pain.... ish.... dunno how

so now i get a conclusion le i need stop my dance....
i need quit concert./...
or i out concert maybe can quit le den i bear until finish....

so hope i can put down all the thing.....

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Wat also gone le.....

Ish.... today bad mood sian.....
I feel boring in dance ad lo....
Today i feel everything gone and far from my side.... :(
really sad lo, dunno wat can i do now....

Today i try my best to do but T also no see den T changed my place i think coz my couting wrong....
No on time i try my best ad really....
After tat i feel sad la but i cannot show tat sad face lo....
coz cannot let T see de.....
after tat we dance another part of concert but i saw T let my friend dance  my solo step
i feel more sick coz my solo give ppl de feel is very ...... dunno how to say la....
Everything gone le,,,,
far from me le....

I lost my confident
I lost my patien
I lost my zi zhun
I lost my solo

Damn sad lah..... ish.... shit

Monday, May 24, 2010

What happen nehx? Izity Fate?

Many thing was happen everytime i dance....
like Sunday 23/5

I ad try my best to memories de step do nicely the step....
But i keep get scold i dunno why maybe i really make ppl hate lo...
T say my shoes drop den i no respect the dance and the all of dancer!!!!
But seriously if i know my shoes will drop i ad dun wan wear it.....
How i know my shoes will drop my elactis will lose?
All i also dunno den T say dun at Ballroom part scold me den T at Bird part scold and Frenz scold
Den jow will there think? T make me will useless only and wan quit only.....
Make me feel T totaly no need me....
After tat T changed my pls to behind but at the moment i dunno Y i got a big YU GAN my solo piece is GONE is FAR from me.....
Feel more sad only......
until house feel sadly and wan call to another T(J) and say i wan quit....
my frenz all call me dun but i think i ad can't do it .....

At MON 24/5
At the class i feel nervous again dunno y ....
B4 class my frenz say we ad can't enjoy dance got of stress....
Coz we learn many step, some will wan competition some will wan concert....
So many thing ,ust think b4 do....
actually they all is saying me la haha.....
At  T (W) class i keep think tat T say de thing....
Den my frenz say me no mood and cheng sim at tat class....
Den i told tat wat happen den i cry again... haiz....
I ad told myself  cannot cry ad.... But at the last cry again.......:'(
Haiz.... i dunno i can how la... at tis class i realease and feel it actually i remember the step 1
but Y i will do so badly at tat T class?
many ? many ? many question on my mind now!!!!

WHO CAN HELP ME?

Monday, May 17, 2010

Get a conlusion ....

Nowsday i think i be more mature ad...
I think some bad luck is let u all know how to be a clever and mature ppl...
B'coz nowsday i get a conclusion ad...
Ya maybe tis year my luck is not good, but those is good coz i know how to slove all my problem...
And let me see out many thing , i feel i still alive and i still got use....
those support me de ppl , will worry me when i post some sad themes in here or at FB
but i know those ppl is care of me den only so worry , will scold me...

I know him style i know him got 3 years le i think , so i think i will less to care him....
N he got scold me better den no, still mean he still think as a good student ....
so he wan to make me in correctly....
Hum.... think out many thing yesterday i feel relax more le....
But i think he still will say about my attendent ...
coz to day no transpot got dance so less one attendent....

So i get at conclusion le....
All the thing happen is not the MEAN POINT , If know how to slove it tat only a MEAN POINT

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Dunno why all know my thing.....

Today go dance suddenly teacher ask me izity we get scold at class....
Den i say yes.... but i say the most worsth de is me....
Den teacher say no need care it la,coz we all also know the style ad....
But i really dunno y teacher will know lo...:(
everyone also call me dun care but how will dun care o?
saying de is me.... get scold de also is me.... so how leh?
haiz.... so cham... and sad la....

Today night bro suddenly call mom and find me bacuse of tis thing....
He saw my blog den know everything....
I so touch lo... my bro still so care ,me so happy too...
but i make so many ppl worry feel no nice... haiz...
Today dance very tired....
fall down again... no wear tat shoes my leg hurt also....
oh.... sad la.... i dunno wat can say le....

Maybe feel i useless more only...
but i will cheer up de...
coz i know all of my 3F ( Family, Frenz, Fans)  will support me de.... and care me.... so i will done it ....

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Again.... no mood.... Same same

Haiz... again no mood...
becoz friday....^^
every friday i also feel i am useless....
yesterday get scold again.....
yesterday my frenz say wan on point i dun wan becoz my leg still hurt.....
but no choice coz i cannot no changed tat shoes coz everyone also wear it....
i so hard to wear it and stand it.....

first at the bare work i still ok but do after 3 or 4 exercise my leg was start pain ad.....
but someone is dunno everyone also dunno coz tat is my leg my TOES....
my Toes was so pain... i so suffer when at tat class....
but i was so sad de is i still get scold i so sad le....

Tat word out from the mouth all is i say to someone de....
get scold ..... i so scare go the class ad say real....
and i dunno i still got tat qualify to dance o not....
i feel i no tian fen in dance....
everyone feel i am the best but i am not....
i really very cha cha....
in tat class i am very very bad tat one....

Den i dunno my mouth got wat happen lo....
mouth is like tis de la y my mouth also can get scold?
ya i xi guan to grab my mouth ad so wat?
really sad lo....
i really wan cry ad de lo....
when i finish class i go toilet den i cry inside toilet ....
my tear can't stop out....
i also dunno can how....
but sunday i still need face it....
wah..... i very scare leh....
after i at car i open my plaster my leg was blooding....
so cham a.... pain pain now


wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Dance.....

Today 12 something reach empire gallery....
go there den i was protect my toes hahax... put many many plaster....
den go warm up....
today learn many new step.... den we keep learn tat new step only....

but until 2 something my leg was very very pain...
i also dunno how haiz.....
after tat i turn until vomit a.....

my leg pain.... my head most pain....


so cahm la... after tat i take out my shoes.... my every toes got tat shui pao....
all red red de ba heng.....
argh..... cham touch dao water den will very pain.....
i dunno can how le....

hope can recover soon

Friday, May 7, 2010

Moody,Forget?

Moody everytime i also very moody.....
moody for no reason dunno y?
haiz.... manything to think lo....
pressure? i think not really is la hahax....lol

Forget, need forget teacher say de thing? or need remember?
oh..... no la i hate it le....
every friday also will let me think very much hahax...
wat can i do? i think i need improve more more more and more....

Cham cham cham!!!!!!
Help help help !!!!!!! wat can i do wa? swt le...... scare scare....

moddy girl moody anytime o no!!!!!!!
angry angry i can't do will in my dance....
sad sad sad!!!!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Finally can come update blog blog le....^^

Long time din't come up ad lo.... hahax....
I sick le.... so cham... haiz....
But now better a bit le, haha

OLh... my toes so pain...
of courz is because of dance la...
haiz.... becoz of dance and work i let mother scold many time le lo... so kolian cham cham....

lol so boring lo dunno can do wat....
haiz.... my frez go NS le , she get so dark come back tat day...
and she changed many le... dunno how to say la.... no same her le...
tat day at outside i saw a old frez... oh god.... she changed many olso...
all my friend also cahnged le juz me still so at milder childish no childish mature no mature
really weird la..... haiz..... sob sob...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Haiz....

Yesterday din't come up here...
haiz.... damn down yesterday..
cry whole night yesterday....
anyone can help me?

I dunno i can do wat at all....
i try my best ad but still the same....
cook soup yesterday again... but no pic hahax...
sry ma frenz can't share wif u all...
but is delicious too.... kekex




Yesterday dance allmy frenz also down too....
yesterday teacher almost say i am wrong...
i also wat am i doing
i try to do my best but also the same....
when i nervous i will do more wrong more...


i am om my self to be the most good but dunno y misstake more den my best....
So sad la...
but i also cheer up....
i got one frenz(HM) he told me to enjoy my dance...
i promise him too... but i also can't do it....
i am the ppl whose do promise le but can done it de ppl...
so sad.... i will +oil de....





But is dunno when only can do the most best only....
i will down when i am dancing...
and i injure my leg again in the class
when i jump down my anket was twist it.....
wa... so scare at the moment is no pain at all...

But at today my leg was very very pain and got abit bongka....
wa so sacre a me and i very very pain...
anket pain and my mucles pain too...
tomoro still need to dance i also dunno can how...
oh.... god pls let my leg fast fast recover la....

Thax....

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Wa... boring boring... very boring wa....






Ntg do at house.....



haiz.... today i cook soup hahax....



if not i ntg eat at house....






let u all see my work....








haha.... tat is the soup.... ops.... let u all see the vegetable

the soup is delicious for me.... erm.... hahax

i love it....



hahax blur the leng lui was cook tat soup....
hahax memang perasan la me....
kekex....
boring boring.... at house edit my pic....
wanna see?
go my facebook profile lo...
lol
i think before le i dun put all the sad thing in my block...
coz i wanna my frenz view my block is happy....
wish u all happy....
hahax

Sunday, April 18, 2010

No mood.....N Sorry

Today dunno y so like many thing happen on me like tat...
2day teacher suddenly call me go room and talk wif me...
Teacher say many thing to me ya he really say all tat is correct de...

Istill dunno wat can i do....

Argh....
today i say a classmate (male) o i really sad and regret....
i dunno need how?
i juz wan all of us do perfect work only...
mayb i really fierce lo....
sorry i no you xin de....

Monday, April 12, 2010

Sad,Sad,SAd

Humm...... i feel sad.......
I think i wan to give up my dance.....
But i 'BU SHE DE'
Haiz.... Dunno is my problem or i think too much
I feel tat all the teacher r not see me in class....
I feel tat teacher not really care me....
Teacher not really saw me in class.....
Izity i too bad?

Make all the teacher feel i ......
I think i won't be principal forever
I think i won't be dancer forever
I think i won't be A good student forever.......

Fate ad gua....
Everything is tat G to make ........
Argh.....

Friday, April 2, 2010

不清楚的状况。。。。

我不知道也不清楚自己该怎样回答。
老师说今天老师说的我都有答案,但就是不知道该怎样说好。
根本就不会解释。。。。

今天听了老师说的东西,
其实还蛮有道理的,但我还是会怕。
其实我不是没有改变
只是我要准备要表现时,
我又怕我做错动作就忘了本来该做的~
就这样没做了。

他说我们慢慢像他们了。。。。。
但我们却不知道。。。
真的有够无辜的。。。

其实我们知道自己的状况,
清楚自己的处竟。
喜欢不= 爱
爱不=喜欢
啊,好乱阿。

老师常说我们在do but not work
真的好乱。

我知道是什么意思的真的

Thursday, March 4, 2010

BAD LUCK AT TIS YEAR I THINK ♥

I think at tis year i was very bad luck....
why i will said like tis?
It b'coz i was get scold many time in tis year
It b'coz i i get more sick more weak wif my body.
It b'coz i can't dance well in tis few month
It b'coz i get many injured....
My hand
My leg
All get hurt, so hate the blood on my body....

Tat all make me feel very suffer , i hate tat feel.
I no feel happy b4 really no, i juz get angry more sad more only...
I think tat reader read my blog was think tat not a bad luck
Got many ppl bad den me, I know tat Really know.
But i really feel no well,
I can't Do well dance well feel well in my dance ,
Tat is more sad coz i love dance , my life ad got half ad in dance
So i must do it well, I really hope can do it well....
Hope i well do it well really hope tat.....
Pls my bad LUCK go out from my life can?

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Dance Life Is Not Easy......


Dance life is not easy but is happy,
Dance can separate to any section


FEELING


MUSIC


COORDINATE


MOVEMENT


And many.......




I feel tat i can't do it at all
But i feel happy when i dance
i so enjoy tat class coz i love dance i like dance


But sometime i feel my muscle will very pain after dance....
Sometime i hate de pain but sometime i feel happy coz i get the pain
HAHA
See i so funny dunno y......
But how pain i also like it lo...

Haha




I <3>

<3>

Monday, February 22, 2010

GRANDPA BIRTHDAY....

Child and Parent

V (Yam Sing) wif Grandpa

V (YAM SING) wif Grandpa


Daughter and parent

Grandpa and his sibling

Bro and sis
Dinner at Restoran Taman Rasnah...
(My aunt and my cutezz cousin)
The Birthday Cake, Duno like wat??
Grandma and her sister-in-law
my cute cousin and grandpa

Happy Brithday My Lovely Grandpa






































Thursday, February 18, 2010

No Feel Good At CNY

I feel Bored at tis CNY,
Juz no same tat CNY i wan, I need.....
Juz go cousin house ,grandma house only...
Totaly can't out wif fren,
so sad.....


N at tis CNY got manything was happen on me,
Dunno how to say out my feeling at here....
Juz really bored.... N no Good Mood at tis CNY

Thursday, February 11, 2010

No every time to update

No every time to update my blog,
coz no time....
i need work and teach got some not free,
Yesterday i very enjoy in comtemporary class,
in the class i was feel very happy,happy until i leg,shoulder and bambam get hurt le also duno.

After finish class le i only realize my body pain,and my leg was hurt,
so pain, when i teach my student i was so pain and tired coz leg ad been hurt. After my class finish i feel i like wan die ad, whole body no energy ...

At home i eat some thing den i bath and put medicine at leg and go sleep,
at tis morning my leg was like stone so heavy to walk.... and very Painful...
dunno today can dance o not, but no choice must dance also coz i not so good and need memories the work and step so i think i juz can done all tis and rest at CNY le

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Many thing will CHANGED

After tonight all the thing will changed,
B'coz after tonight my brother need fly go UK le,
So many thing will change ,
Coz nobody fetch me le hahax....


No la juz my brother first time oversea by hinself so kolian,.....
haiz....
hope all thing will be ok

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Ensure,think again...

Today so weird all the way...
At morning i still think normal de....
N know yesterday need think much much....

So today when i dance i dunno why will automatik to think it....
So weird,but i know i love dance
N also know cannot have emo when dance,
So i think i will changed itz.

I think i must be more confident to dance it,
To slove tis problem,,,,
I love dance i juz know it,
Tat why at home i feel all the thing realize ad....


So happy i feel,and more relax....^.^
I need all the teacher will change me only,
I wan all the teacher will seen SMT ony....
i wan it i wan it....

U can U can U can U can!!!!!

add oil lo.....


So ensure for yesterday,Think again for today...
hahax

Friday, February 5, 2010

Dunno wan how??????

No feel good at today,
many thing i thing after tat time....
i was so weird,
izity we din't wrong thing or really hate us?

I really feel hard,
dunno wan QUIT or CONTINUE,but if QUIT i will sad and i can't PUT It DOWN
dunno can how i really very very very sad lo....

Wan cry ad me dunno can how?
Tis type of feel i HATE it,
we can changed and now dunno we change still got use o not....

Y tat time I will ask those thing?
if not all also won't be like tat...
izity is me wrong?
Really very very weird, i so hate so sad
i dunno i can how....


now my brain juz have two word

CONTINUE / QUIT
CONTINUE / QUIT
CONTINUE / QUIT

Make me feel head pain.....
HATE HATE HATE HATE :'(

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

【两种老公,两个人生】

【两种老公,两个人生】




A:她:“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他:“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她:“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去?”
她:“去接杯水。”
他:“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
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A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她:“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗?”
他:“改天吧!”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样?

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊!一会儿我去

看球了啊。”
她:“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他:“怎么不高兴了?”
她:“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他:“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”
她:“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他:“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她:“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

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A:他:“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她:“几点回家?”
他:“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半,她:“你怎么还不回来啊?”
他:“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他:“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她:“你能那么快就结束吗?”
他:“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能!”
快到九点的时候。他:“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
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A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼:“宝贝儿。辛苦了!”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她:“你去床上躺着。我来!”
她:“你会做家务吗?你自己洗过衣服吗?”
他:“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面!”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
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A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
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A:他说:“你是最好的。”
她问:“我哪好?”
他:“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。

B:他:“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她:“我哪好?”
他:“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱!”
她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。
幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。
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