Ish.... today bad mood sian.....
I feel boring in dance ad lo....
Today i feel everything gone and far from my side.... :(
really sad lo, dunno wat can i do now....
Today i try my best to do but T also no see den T changed my place i think coz my couting wrong....
No on time i try my best ad really....
After tat i feel sad la but i cannot show tat sad face lo....
coz cannot let T see de.....
after tat we dance another part of concert but i saw T let my friend dance my solo step
i feel more sick coz my solo give ppl de feel is very ...... dunno how to say la....
Everything gone le,,,,
far from me le....
I lost my confident
I lost my patien
I lost my zi zhun
I lost my solo
Damn sad lah..... ish.... shit
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
What happen nehx? Izity Fate?
Many thing was happen everytime i dance....
like Sunday 23/5
I ad try my best to memories de step do nicely the step....
But i keep get scold i dunno why maybe i really make ppl hate lo...
T say my shoes drop den i no respect the dance and the all of dancer!!!!
But seriously if i know my shoes will drop i ad dun wan wear it.....
How i know my shoes will drop my elactis will lose?
All i also dunno den T say dun at Ballroom part scold me den T at Bird part scold and Frenz scold
Den jow will there think? T make me will useless only and wan quit only.....
Make me feel T totaly no need me....
After tat T changed my pls to behind but at the moment i dunno Y i got a big YU GAN my solo piece is GONE is FAR from me.....
Feel more sad only......
until house feel sadly and wan call to another T(J) and say i wan quit....
my frenz all call me dun but i think i ad can't do it .....
At MON 24/5
At the class i feel nervous again dunno y ....
B4 class my frenz say we ad can't enjoy dance got of stress....
Coz we learn many step, some will wan competition some will wan concert....
So many thing ,ust think b4 do....
actually they all is saying me la haha.....
At T (W) class i keep think tat T say de thing....
Den my frenz say me no mood and cheng sim at tat class....
Den i told tat wat happen den i cry again... haiz....
I ad told myself cannot cry ad.... But at the last cry again.......:'(
Haiz.... i dunno i can how la... at tis class i realease and feel it actually i remember the step 1
but Y i will do so badly at tat T class?
many ? many ? many question on my mind now!!!!
WHO CAN HELP ME?
like Sunday 23/5
I ad try my best to memories de step do nicely the step....
But i keep get scold i dunno why maybe i really make ppl hate lo...
T say my shoes drop den i no respect the dance and the all of dancer!!!!
But seriously if i know my shoes will drop i ad dun wan wear it.....
How i know my shoes will drop my elactis will lose?
All i also dunno den T say dun at Ballroom part scold me den T at Bird part scold and Frenz scold
Den jow will there think? T make me will useless only and wan quit only.....
Make me feel T totaly no need me....
After tat T changed my pls to behind but at the moment i dunno Y i got a big YU GAN my solo piece is GONE is FAR from me.....
Feel more sad only......
until house feel sadly and wan call to another T(J) and say i wan quit....
my frenz all call me dun but i think i ad can't do it .....
At MON 24/5
At the class i feel nervous again dunno y ....
B4 class my frenz say we ad can't enjoy dance got of stress....
Coz we learn many step, some will wan competition some will wan concert....
So many thing ,ust think b4 do....
actually they all is saying me la haha.....
At T (W) class i keep think tat T say de thing....
Den my frenz say me no mood and cheng sim at tat class....
Den i told tat wat happen den i cry again... haiz....
I ad told myself cannot cry ad.... But at the last cry again.......:'(
Haiz.... i dunno i can how la... at tis class i realease and feel it actually i remember the step 1
but Y i will do so badly at tat T class?
many ? many ? many question on my mind now!!!!
WHO CAN HELP ME?
Monday, May 17, 2010
Get a conlusion ....
Nowsday i think i be more mature ad...
I think some bad luck is let u all know how to be a clever and mature ppl...
B'coz nowsday i get a conclusion ad...
Ya maybe tis year my luck is not good, but those is good coz i know how to slove all my problem...
And let me see out many thing , i feel i still alive and i still got use....
those support me de ppl , will worry me when i post some sad themes in here or at FB
but i know those ppl is care of me den only so worry , will scold me...
I know him style i know him got 3 years le i think , so i think i will less to care him....
N he got scold me better den no, still mean he still think as a good student ....
so he wan to make me in correctly....
Hum.... think out many thing yesterday i feel relax more le....
But i think he still will say about my attendent ...
coz to day no transpot got dance so less one attendent....
So i get at conclusion le....
All the thing happen is not the MEAN POINT , If know how to slove it tat only a MEAN POINT
I think some bad luck is let u all know how to be a clever and mature ppl...
B'coz nowsday i get a conclusion ad...
Ya maybe tis year my luck is not good, but those is good coz i know how to slove all my problem...
And let me see out many thing , i feel i still alive and i still got use....
those support me de ppl , will worry me when i post some sad themes in here or at FB
but i know those ppl is care of me den only so worry , will scold me...
I know him style i know him got 3 years le i think , so i think i will less to care him....
N he got scold me better den no, still mean he still think as a good student ....
so he wan to make me in correctly....
Hum.... think out many thing yesterday i feel relax more le....
But i think he still will say about my attendent ...
coz to day no transpot got dance so less one attendent....
So i get at conclusion le....
All the thing happen is not the MEAN POINT , If know how to slove it tat only a MEAN POINT
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Dunno why all know my thing.....
Today go dance suddenly teacher ask me izity we get scold at class....
Den i say yes.... but i say the most worsth de is me....
Den teacher say no need care it la,coz we all also know the style ad....
But i really dunno y teacher will know lo...:(
everyone also call me dun care but how will dun care o?
saying de is me.... get scold de also is me.... so how leh?
haiz.... so cham... and sad la....
Today night bro suddenly call mom and find me bacuse of tis thing....
He saw my blog den know everything....
I so touch lo... my bro still so care ,me so happy too...
but i make so many ppl worry feel no nice... haiz...
Today dance very tired....
fall down again... no wear tat shoes my leg hurt also....
oh.... sad la.... i dunno wat can say le....
Maybe feel i useless more only...
but i will cheer up de...
coz i know all of my 3F ( Family, Frenz, Fans) will support me de.... and care me.... so i will done it ....
Den i say yes.... but i say the most worsth de is me....
Den teacher say no need care it la,coz we all also know the style ad....
But i really dunno y teacher will know lo...:(
everyone also call me dun care but how will dun care o?
saying de is me.... get scold de also is me.... so how leh?
haiz.... so cham... and sad la....
Today night bro suddenly call mom and find me bacuse of tis thing....
He saw my blog den know everything....
I so touch lo... my bro still so care ,me so happy too...
but i make so many ppl worry feel no nice... haiz...
Today dance very tired....
fall down again... no wear tat shoes my leg hurt also....
oh.... sad la.... i dunno wat can say le....
Maybe feel i useless more only...
but i will cheer up de...
coz i know all of my 3F ( Family, Frenz, Fans) will support me de.... and care me.... so i will done it ....
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Again.... no mood.... Same same
Haiz... again no mood...
becoz friday....^^
every friday i also feel i am useless....
yesterday get scold again.....
yesterday my frenz say wan on point i dun wan becoz my leg still hurt.....
but no choice coz i cannot no changed tat shoes coz everyone also wear it....
i so hard to wear it and stand it.....
first at the bare work i still ok but do after 3 or 4 exercise my leg was start pain ad.....
but someone is dunno everyone also dunno coz tat is my leg my TOES....
my Toes was so pain... i so suffer when at tat class....
but i was so sad de is i still get scold i so sad le....
Tat word out from the mouth all is i say to someone de....
get scold ..... i so scare go the class ad say real....
and i dunno i still got tat qualify to dance o not....
i feel i no tian fen in dance....
everyone feel i am the best but i am not....
i really very cha cha....
in tat class i am very very bad tat one....
Den i dunno my mouth got wat happen lo....
mouth is like tis de la y my mouth also can get scold?
ya i xi guan to grab my mouth ad so wat?
really sad lo....
i really wan cry ad de lo....
when i finish class i go toilet den i cry inside toilet ....
my tear can't stop out....
i also dunno can how....
but sunday i still need face it....
wah..... i very scare leh....
after i at car i open my plaster my leg was blooding....
so cham a.... pain pain now
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu!!!!!!!
becoz friday....^^
every friday i also feel i am useless....
yesterday get scold again.....
yesterday my frenz say wan on point i dun wan becoz my leg still hurt.....
but no choice coz i cannot no changed tat shoes coz everyone also wear it....
i so hard to wear it and stand it.....
first at the bare work i still ok but do after 3 or 4 exercise my leg was start pain ad.....
but someone is dunno everyone also dunno coz tat is my leg my TOES....
my Toes was so pain... i so suffer when at tat class....
but i was so sad de is i still get scold i so sad le....
Tat word out from the mouth all is i say to someone de....
get scold ..... i so scare go the class ad say real....
and i dunno i still got tat qualify to dance o not....
i feel i no tian fen in dance....
everyone feel i am the best but i am not....
i really very cha cha....
in tat class i am very very bad tat one....
Den i dunno my mouth got wat happen lo....
mouth is like tis de la y my mouth also can get scold?
ya i xi guan to grab my mouth ad so wat?
really sad lo....
i really wan cry ad de lo....
when i finish class i go toilet den i cry inside toilet ....
my tear can't stop out....
i also dunno can how....
but sunday i still need face it....
wah..... i very scare leh....
after i at car i open my plaster my leg was blooding....
so cham a.... pain pain now
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu!!!!!!!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Dance.....
Today 12 something reach empire gallery....
go there den i was protect my toes hahax... put many many plaster....
den go warm up....
today learn many new step.... den we keep learn tat new step only....
but until 2 something my leg was very very pain...
i also dunno how haiz.....
after tat i turn until vomit a.....
my leg pain.... my head most pain....
so cahm la... after tat i take out my shoes.... my every toes got tat shui pao....
all red red de ba heng.....
argh..... cham touch dao water den will very pain.....
i dunno can how le....
hope can recover soon
go there den i was protect my toes hahax... put many many plaster....
den go warm up....
today learn many new step.... den we keep learn tat new step only....
but until 2 something my leg was very very pain...
i also dunno how haiz.....
after tat i turn until vomit a.....
my leg pain.... my head most pain....
so cahm la... after tat i take out my shoes.... my every toes got tat shui pao....
all red red de ba heng.....
argh..... cham touch dao water den will very pain.....
i dunno can how le....
hope can recover soon
Friday, May 7, 2010
Moody,Forget?
Moody everytime i also very moody.....
moody for no reason dunno y?
haiz.... manything to think lo....
pressure? i think not really is la hahax....lol
Forget, need forget teacher say de thing? or need remember?
oh..... no la i hate it le....
every friday also will let me think very much hahax...
wat can i do? i think i need improve more more more and more....
Cham cham cham!!!!!!
Help help help !!!!!!! wat can i do wa? swt le...... scare scare....
moddy girl moody anytime o no!!!!!!!
angry angry i can't do will in my dance....
sad sad sad!!!!!!
moody for no reason dunno y?
haiz.... manything to think lo....
pressure? i think not really is la hahax....lol
Forget, need forget teacher say de thing? or need remember?
oh..... no la i hate it le....
every friday also will let me think very much hahax...
wat can i do? i think i need improve more more more and more....
Cham cham cham!!!!!!
Help help help !!!!!!! wat can i do wa? swt le...... scare scare....
moddy girl moody anytime o no!!!!!!!
angry angry i can't do will in my dance....
sad sad sad!!!!!!
Monday, May 3, 2010
Finally can come update blog blog le....^^
Long time din't come up ad lo.... hahax....
I sick le.... so cham... haiz....
But now better a bit le, haha
OLh... my toes so pain...
of courz is because of dance la...
haiz.... becoz of dance and work i let mother scold many time le lo... so kolian cham cham....
lol so boring lo dunno can do wat....
haiz.... my frez go NS le , she get so dark come back tat day...
and she changed many le... dunno how to say la.... no same her le...
tat day at outside i saw a old frez... oh god.... she changed many olso...
all my friend also cahnged le juz me still so at milder childish no childish mature no mature
really weird la..... haiz..... sob sob...
I sick le.... so cham... haiz....
But now better a bit le, haha
OLh... my toes so pain...
of courz is because of dance la...
haiz.... becoz of dance and work i let mother scold many time le lo... so kolian cham cham....
lol so boring lo dunno can do wat....
haiz.... my frez go NS le , she get so dark come back tat day...
and she changed many le... dunno how to say la.... no same her le...
tat day at outside i saw a old frez... oh god.... she changed many olso...
all my friend also cahnged le juz me still so at milder childish no childish mature no mature
really weird la..... haiz..... sob sob...
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