Make me no mood today....

Today i get a news...
tat is our advance found 'EXAM RESULT' out ad...
teacher mean feel sad and dissapointed why we will get result like tis time...
TEACHER means at our class got ppl get FAIL,DISTINCTION,MERIT.PASS....
I feel sad because teacher say the the person is won't get FAIL 1...
I think is me will get fail gua?????
Coz teacher say some person is won't get so low mark in EXAM ...
Dunno why tis time will get so low mark...
Hope i can do well....

try yr best


When today teacher say tis to us all student at our class was very down...
Because all think their result...
I dunno i will how ,maybe i must have positive thinking....
Dunno why i totally no mood at today....
My syallbus exercise haven do nicely,i haven memories the exerices i feel sad....
Dunno when i only find back my confident..
I really no confident at all....

I got full out today?

I really dunno wheather i got full out o not today....
Today dance i feel it very very pain...
My muscles is going to die...
It is very very very pain... i dunno y like this...
I think is never use the strange b4 so no costom at today...
I need help...

Today all the student dance until face also red ad...
I think when teacher say 'finish class girl' all the girl will very happy
I dunno all of the girl got o no... BUT me got... i very happi when hear tis few word...

hahax...

Today got many student at tis class...
But all the junior is very very good..
They after tis class still got another class...
They still can dance so well...
I most like the girl whose name MICHELLE
B'coz she was catch up very fast at tis class...
N her point is very very nice...
I LOVE IT...


HOPE WE CAN B GOOD DANCER AT DANCE SPACE~

Today very very tired....

Today really very tired...
we finish dance den go watch a show at putrajaya...
The show is very nice...
i like the female and male dancer when there in international dancer item...
i most like the male dancer when can turn 5 turn in one time....
so i most like it...

the child was join the show is very cute and they got very good teknic...
say the true i very sleepy when see the show...
because really tired... but i also watch the show until the end...
i love the show... HAAHAHAX

Actually today we can very early reach home de...
but the uncle driver drive wrong way to back...
and we miss the road... so round the whole KL for 1 an hour...
so pity we all at the bus...
so hungry and tired...

But our junior no care so many thing...
they very enjoy their thing... they play until very very high...
HAHAHA they so cute...
they like no feel got tired like tat ... hahax
hmm... we reach empire gallery is 10.30 0clock...
so swt la...
we eat our dinner and supper in one time...
hahax...

tired tired tired need sleep sleep le..

今天的我~

今天得我有點怪怪的~
也不知道是為什麼?
今天就是覺得自己很狼狽~
今天我也是照常的教課和看課﹐沒什麼特別~
吃完午餐後老師就說有東西跟我們說~
老師問我們為什麼在上課時那麼靜?
其實我們也不知道~
其實我們是有很多東西可以問得就是不知要如何開口就變成沒問了~
我們很奇怪吧!!!!

老師也說我在進年來有很明顯的進步~
但我並不這麼認為壓~
昨天才剛有老師說我退步了~
我真的很傷心的~
在今天不同老師說我進步了﹐但奇怪的是我並沒有喜悅的感覺?
是我覺得是應該的嗎? 還是有老師說我退步了﹐還是我自己覺得還不夠好呢?
這個問題困擾了我很久~
因為我在舞蹈界跳了那麼久的舞﹐我的舞技還是那麼差我真的很傷心的~
我不知道該如何好? 我有 努力了但為什麼還是不行呢?
每次老師跟我們說了那麼多東西我其實都會在想自己的~
有時還會想我適合跳舞嗎?

很煩阿~
要表演了﹐我還是不能把握的表情做的最好?
可以說是根本沒有表情!那我該如何好呢?
我有在嘗試的﹐真的有﹐那麼為什麼我還是不行呢?
真的有夠傷心的。。。其實我在想是不是我的沒自信害了我呢?
阿。。。。。誰可以幫我阿?

或許老師說得對﹐一天沒有跳會把全年所跳得拉下~
可能我真的要在加把勁~
加油加油哦~

FEEL GOOD AND BAD AT THE SAME DAY~

Today i got two mood...
first feel happy because i got a new class ad...
is a new primary class...
N the bad thing is tomoro need exam wuwuwu...

Today my student very good in dance and my fren sis also join in my class...
she is so cute and she very good in dance...
but dunno why my student love hold my hand at today...
when i call them hold hand and do big circle they will come and hold....
today they got some weird...
they will jealous they fren dunno why?
i see them like tis i also feel sad of them....
they cannot love each other~
but anywhere i belive me can hander them to be a good student...

my new primary student all also not bad but they too quiet le...
no mood at tat class,but i also need to teach them ma...
at the primary class got one studnet her sis is my pp student...
my primary student catch up very fast....
so happy to see them hahax....

love them....


Tomoro i need exam... haiz... so stress at tis few week...
GOD when only can finish my exam?
i will die is continue like tis...
hisk....
hate exam hate exam hate exam~

Today too tired....

Today so tired...
i also dunno why....
today my student very very cute... hahax...
and one student long time din't come le... hope she can come next week...


TODAY teacher say wan date one day go out wif her wor...
she say she dunno the klang road ,place and shopping mall...
hahax... see she so cute...
she is come form INDO so not very clear here de thing...
she say he know too place at klang is EMPIRE GALLERY ,AND SETIA ALAM DE DANCE SPACE...
hahaz so cute lo.... and hope she can recover lo b,coz hery back broke...

在家无所事事~

在家真闷阿~
昨天跳舞不知道是不是用太多力，今天小腿很痛阿~
真惨，所以今天不要去跳舞教课就好~
唉，不知道明天去得成pyramid 吗?
好想去哦~
呼呼~

怕妈不给而已~
真惨~昨天问他，他又好像有答应又好像没有。
都不懂是怎样????
应该没有了得啦。。。
不过真的很想去咯~
因为没跟她们出去过阿~
我会来也可以温习功课阿~
希望妈会让我去吧~


捂捂~
我肥了~
怎么办?有什么办法吗?
真惨每天还要为了身材烦恼~
真是命苦阿~
那些油肉真的很很很难看啊~
如果在家里说要减肥，一定被骂得~
他们不喜欢得~ 嘻嘻，但我又喜欢说哦~

希望快快考完试阿~ 赫赫~
就可以做很很很多东西了咯~
最近我觉得自己怪怪的不知道做什么?
总觉得自己很奇怪就是了~
但有说不出原因得。。。。
不知道做么???????? 奇怪!!!!!!!!

现在的我也算是长大了吧，不会再乱想东西了~
也多了很多感触呢~
赫赫~ 总决得怪怪的~
好羡慕人家的舞跳得比我好。。。。
羡慕朋友得学历好~
读书画画都行，我呢?
什么都不行~

甚至自己喜欢得东西都好像抄袭人家得这样~
曾有人这样说我过，越来越自卑得我真的觉得自己很没用~
觉得自己很萎缩。。。。。不敢做自己想要的东西~
就像这次得TDS比赛我是很想参加但我有没自信。。
也不知道做么我那么没自信得~

希望我会把握得自信信心找回来吧~
加油，葶 ^_^

很久久没上来了~

哇~ 好久没上来了...... 每次上来都有好多感触啊~ 哈哈~ 现在的中五的考生应该都在温习功课吧~ 我阿，就快疯了。。。。 这次的考试都是中五生最大，最重要，也是最后的考试了。。。。 考完便要离开学校了。。。。 以前在学校往往都会想放假，想在学校外多么好。 但其实真正好的是在学校，在学校里有朋友的陪伴，有得和朋友打打闹闹的 多么的美好啊~ 但有些人在学校就没那么好过了~ 这全是见人见智的~ 你看他好，他看你好而已~ 因为世上没有完美的吧~ 我呀~ 快考完了~ 考完的这场，都不懂几时再看到朋友了~ 讲到朋友，在校里我也是算不起眼的吧~ 我每一次跟他们闹翻的时候总是没人站在我这里~ 他们每一次都说想到我顾到我~ 其实他们真的不知道我想要什么的~ 每次都说我有钱住大间家~ 那又怎样? 难道这有错吗? 有罪吗? 我爸有钱是他的事，干嘛他们要。。徘撤我呢? 我也很想跟他们出去玩阿~ 但我家就是管比较严嘛~ 我也不想的阿~为什么大家就好像什么也不和我讲呢? 有需要的时候就美葶前美葶后~ 我真的很不想这样也~ 因为我没什么朋友的关系所以我很重视他们~ 但他们根本不当我一会事~ 算了，反正要放假了~ 什么东西都要从头开始过了~

DAMCE SPACE NEED BOY DANCER~

Now dance space need boy dancer~ we r not enough ~ haha~ got who interest? can find me~ and take information~ haha~ AT 9 AUG GOT ORDITION~ COME AND TRY BA~ 我的学院要寻找男舞者~ 有谁有兴趣呢? 来找我~ 我们将在8月9号有面试~ 来试试吧~

很久没来了~

很久没来了~
有想念我的作品吗？
哈哈，开玩笑的~
在我没来这期间，我发生了很多事~
我不知道为什么我那么命苦~

我朋友在那期间，突然和我吵了起来~
我不知道我在朋友心中是什么？
但我清楚知道他们对我很重要~
我曾经说过我可以没有我的爱情或感情但我不可以没有友情和亲情
但这两个对我很重要的俩段情是我发生对多事的~

我在和朋友冷战那期间，我很痛苦~
我差不多每晚都以泪洗脸~
我不晓得他们是不是也一样~
其实我们也是很清楚这份友情的重要性~
但 我们都爱逞强~
就是不肯放下面子~
那时我非常抱歉一位好友~
他虽然没有和我吵但他很为难~
真对他不起~

友情说完，来说说亲情吧~
我还以为我会和家人好好的~
没想到就在昨天发生 了事~
我很伤心他们不相信我~
我是有错，但我没有不相信自己错~
但为什么我家人就不相信呢？
我没怪他们只是我有点不开心~

他们说我迟下，对那是我的错~
就要让我弟弟一人在补习楼下等~
我也很内疚~
真讨厌~
我真的没有不知道错~

更讨厌的是早上为什么她要这样说我呢？
我哑不哑巴还不是你生的，就为什么要这样说我？
我承认我不比人家的孩子厉害，聪明~
那也不可以这样说我嘛~
我也有自尊得~
真的很没心情~

:(

HUM.... VERY SIENZ...

Y HOLIDAY SO SIENZ DE? I REALLY VERY SIENZ.... SIENZ... SIENZ..... SIENZ....

WAT IS FRIEND???

Wat is friend? Who can tell me? Friend can treat her fren so tired and scare wif them? Why all my friend like dun caRE me.....dunno why they will like tis~ Am i do wrong thing? why need like tis treat me? I dunno wat wrong wif them,can dun care me dun talk to me and all though me as die people....say bad word also can in front me~ So wat my di wei at their heart?Am their know i m hurt when they treat me like tis? Sometime cold sometime hot.... I will cannot tahen de u know~ I do wrong wat i wan know~ Friend is need know more each other , tan bai and no secret de.... But y my friend all not like tis??? R them is my "BEST FRIEND" .... I also very BLUR about tat~ sometime feel sad in skul & dun wan go skul because them.....Why need like tis wor???N i still can be friend wif them?I very scare le and will sad wif them....I really no happy at skul.....I will die de if like tis~ Why they must like tis.... and now i still got fren? i very lonely at skul..... so how???? SO SAD A..... WHO CAN HELP ME....

WorKsHop > MAN IN TUTUS

Man in tutus workshop is very fun~ i so enjoy at thr~ at thr can saw many male dancer and can dance wif them~ i so happy and lucky~ We can sAW their teknik and how hardworking are they~ They was so funny~ They no listen wat teacher are saying step~ they play they thing~ so funny~ haha and their show is so funny~ i so love it~ muack~ kakax~ really really very intersting

HAHAX.... HAPPI CAN GO MELAKA WORKSHOP....

WOW....so haapi i can go melaka workshop~
hahax~
go there dance~

at 3 of june.....
haha~
5day 4 night~
kakax~

HAPPI NEXH~
kakax~
hahax~

DAMN NO MOOD TODAY~

No mood today~ i hate my classmet~ name Cxx WTF he like a chicken mouth thr~ so geram..... always like tis later BREAK wif GF~ fucker..... HAIZ,,,,,, NO MOOD A~ HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HIM~ n my good friend~ help though faker also dun wan help me~ KNS~ So ..... HATE HER~ know i haven done den say me~ so rush 4 wat? KNS

OH....NO MY RESULT ARE BAD~

Oh.... no~
my exam result are bad~
o~ very sad la~
....

wuwuwuuwuwwuwuwuwuwu~
wan die le~
wuwuwuwuwuwu

YES...HAPPY TODAY FINISH EXAM LE.....

YES....today finish exam le~ so happy~ today de sub i all also din't revision~ so dunno the result how~ haha~ got take book out and see only~ SO ....all my fren also very happy~ coz finish exam le~ HAHAX~ SO stupiak we all~ kekex~ ONE OF MY FREN SAY dunno we happy wat?~ coz tis is no SPM~ hahax~ THIS is just START~ Very HATE her coz y cannot give us HAPPY a while~ hahax~ hahax~ HAIZ...SPM le~ so scare~ wuwuwuwu..... SO JIA YOU~ YUKII BABE~

LAST DAY FOR EXAM~

OH~ tomoro last day for my skul monthly exam~ so happy~ no need suffer le~ hahax~ NOW sunday no ballet class le~ like something gone~ haiz.... if got class den i will feel tired~ but now feel something gone~ haiz.... dunno wat wrong wif me~ HOPE i will get good result in my examination~ hahax~ but hard la~ coz i din't do will my revision also~ N i dunno i will get all pass o not~ hahax hahax~