Thursday, August 26, 2010

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING

Wow.... i was so excited to have a bithday celebration wif fren...
I long time din't meet them ad, hop ecan very happy for it...
I now was think to buy present to my fahter and mother birth.... present.

Coz my father same date wif me , mother is after 3 day of my birthday is her birth....
 11/9 and 14/9

Wo.... i ad think wan buy wat for them ad, and now cannot write at here first ... :p
sorry...

coz i scare they will see my blog... hahax... so in izity my parent hahax.

my birthday wish to have a ballet cake like tis....












N





Very nice izity... i love it so much....

My bro say wan buy for me when he come back .. next year or 21 birth...
Shock nia.....

Sunday, August 22, 2010

"OUR SHOW , OUR PERFORMANCE , OUR CONCERT "

4 day when to KL PAC for our show , feel so nervours at tat time .
First 2 day is when they for technical rehearsel .
On 21 of august we very nervours coz tat is our frst day REAL performance on STAGE.

Before tat show start our teacher wish us good luck and my friend all hug hug wif teacher and us.
I will go nervous reallly cannot explain the feel wif text.
At the moment i feel so warm and touching when teacher friend hug us.

The show is start and we try our best to perform, My parent come on tat day but night show.
I saw them b4 we start the show and we done our show MY PRINCIPAL come in our dressing room and say
GOOD SHOW when we listen the 2 word we very happy coz we done well.

The next day ad, 22 of august, actually is our last day performance but we have 2 show (afternoon and night)
At tat day i can't imaging and i can't say out what wrong wif me and the pain sad mood on my heart.
At the afterrnon show i do my work tat time i slip and fall down , and i also continue to dance until i off stage.
All the inside dancer very scare and ask me what happen and r me ok? Actually i m not okay...
My leg was injure at tat time and my heart more pain coz that show ad not perfect.

I wan to cry but cannot on my face still got make up. So when finish the show.
My teacher come in and ask me Y do wrong thing. i will very sad and i know tat is my wrong.
SRY TEACHER i not really wan do does thing.
And i go in toilet cry again, wow my tear drop wif my cosmetic hahax... very ugly and all the dancer know i fall down and ask me ok o not. I say i m ok....

All very good and helpful my friend help me massage the leg wif some cream...
and we take at nap at because we still have the last show.
Teacher say wan the last show is perfect so i more nervous.
The last show is wanna start left 7 minit my teacher hug and say try our best my friend gv me hug hug , ask me to add oil and good luck tat time i feel so touching and wanna cry but cannot beacuse got cosmectis on my face and wanna start the show ad... I saw i studnet come and see my show i fee so happy haha.....
The show is perfect i very happy....

All of us hug wif each other and smile wif a kind and happy out form heart.
C those like tis feel good... The concert let me learn many thing...
Thax my principal to gv our tis chance. THANK YOU

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Coming Soon

Wow... Ytd we go KL PAC to rehearsel so scare tat time...
We reach thr ad 3pm so no have much time for us, we keep our costume and some prop we need use when on stage...
Den we some warm up and den we full run wif techincal... I think most hard for us is the mirror...
Can't feel outside wat happen because too big ad and need move the mirror so hard la... and dunno when need out and can't see the stage... Very hard actually

Today is our LAST rehearsel wow... so nervous and SATURDAY ad ON SHOW wow... very scare jor ==
Can how ya? huhuhuhuhu...scare scare lol.....

Hope we can Jia YOU

Thursday, August 12, 2010

38 JOR


Today can say very tired... coz very early wake 6 am wake ad....
Hopssss need fetch bro go skul , damn kolian me...
Feel like wan sleep at OFFICE but cannot got ppl here....
WUWUWUWUWUWU

so cham... today 38 jor  at fb put in relationship wif AKINA damn funny fuhyoh....


http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/profile.php?id=100000039796129


Click tat den u can C le.... hoho


LOVE u AKINA

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

萤火虫 与 人类

萤火虫 是个多么美丽闪烁的昆虫也是我们小时候的玩伴,每只萤火虫发出的光都是独特的都是不同的。
知道这是为了什么吗? 知道为什么萤火虫要发光吗?
真的人为是为了美丽?是为了讨好人类?

错错错

它们是为了找到自己的另一伴,找到自己的真爱~多感动阿~

人类是个最聪明的东西但几个人懂什么是人生道理呢?
找到了另一伴却又是欺负又是伤害了对方。
真的有够。。。。。。。。


人类学学萤火虫 吧~
NTG SPECIAL FOR MY LIFE

SAd sad luhh.... everyday down down down shit la u


Y
U
K
I
I

S
I
E
W

 M
A
Y

 T
H
E
N
G

Monday, August 9, 2010

"C.H.E.E.R "



Every thing will B fine... everything will  B settel
Yukii u can do it... CHEER...<3


Dun eMO eMO eMO ad....
Smile more :))

B the most sha Po most 38 d yukii
We Miss it
Cheer yukii

Lost Sad

Feel sad because saw my fren was when to anywhere .... but i no join....
Actually can like tis say i totaly dunno they got go...
No date me at all too...

Nowsday i feel sad stress pressure and tired....
Always emo emo emo only....
So really down i also dunno y i will like tis but .... i can't control it...

I  wan far of tis place can? go where study? KL?
hmmm.... now i juz can do is juz remind myself i very bz i can't att...
But saw them in the pic i feel sad dunno y,,,, mayb long time no meet ad gua....

OR  the most important reason is i hard to join them? OR they no join me in trip will more happy !
If they really like tat den i juz can accept wat they do it... They happy enough...
Really long no meet ad i think got 3 month after skul we juz meet one time only...
Hahax... say they is my best fren also no ppl BELIVE coz they no join me me no join them too....

Sometime i think izity i really no suit to join them?
Izity we is no gam?
next month is my birthday ad.... Dunno they cn out celebrate wif me o not...
Hooo.... Saturday i got sms all of them they say cannot... Dunno y i feel very sad... the ONCE make me more sad is Ms J
she totally no reply my msg... so long ad one month i think got still cannot forgive me mer?
I know tat time i really wrong but y until now also cannot FORGIVE me...
I really need her forgive coz i dun wan LOST her,she is my best fren
ALL of THEM is my lovely friend...

Sometime at night think back those moment will smile and will cry...
Saw back those pic will make me more crazy....
Oh... wat wrong wif my life?
izity i very rude?
izity i no suit to b wif u all?
tell me pls.... i cannot tahan ad....
i cannot act more and once more time again....

PLs let me know all the TRUE pls.....

T.T

Thursday, August 5, 2010

DaMn.......

Oh... yesterday i also dunno what happen on me
I cry when i dance , coz tat time teacher say my timing abit slow...
Oh... not teacher problem is my problem i feel say den my tear come out... oh...
feel really sad la me....:( huhuhu.......
 So sad really....

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

I KNOW THAT...........

Write blog cannot really release all my sadness and happiness....
OMG i was so down a y?
Can i changed a positive thinking?
Can i cheer like ntg happen on me/?
Can i changed my mind wif other?

OH...... I was so sick now i damn tired every day Monday until Sunday every day also when to dance center (ex: SAT)
I wanna die ad.... sometime i dunno how to say out my suffer thing.... Everytime i go thr also very rush.... Like HELL...
Who knoe? NOBODY knoe tat... juz me know, get SCOLD who GET SCOLD ? ME is M3 feel so sad....Like shit la my life
How can i changed it? I cannot TAHAN ad i will GILA la....And won't ppl say u cheer girl u can no ppl will say wow u r so suffer and thouf enough.... Hmmmm..... I wanna GET HELP in HOSPITAL like tat i only can get REST....
Who can help me?????

心墙

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天




在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些



海豚从眼前飞越



我看见了最阳光的笑脸



好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限



我学着不去担心得太远



不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险



丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~



第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸



有什么故事好想了解



我感觉我懂你的特别





你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗



偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光



就算你有一道墙



我的爱会攀上窗台盛放



打开窗你会看到悲伤融化



我学着不去担心得太远



不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险



丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~



第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸



有什么故事好想了解



我感觉我懂你的特别





你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗



偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光



就算你有一道墙



我的爱会攀上窗台盛放



打开窗你会看到悲伤融化





你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗



偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光



就算你有一道墙



我的爱会攀上窗台盛放



打开窗你会看到悲伤融化



你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳