从小我不知道什么是关心，
到了升中学时稍微懂事~
但我也感觉不到被关心的感觉，
仿佛什么东西都离我远去~
刚升上中学那年有不愉快的事，
我被人家捉弄， 被人家讨厌， 被人家叫大姐大
那时候真的很讨厌上学， 因为不懂怎样面对他们~
有个女孩是我那时的好朋友， 她很关心我~
哈哈那时候我才发现也知道了被关心的滋味~
不知道是不是跟我交朋友的关系， 她好像也被人讨厌了~
想回去那时的我们正的很幼稚，
现在大家都大了， 也懂了很多的事情
但懂得越多久越笨， 越分不清楚了~
说回那时候吧~
升到了中2 哈哈冤家路窄以前常常叫我大姐大的人竟然跟我同班~
我们就此成了好朋友， 跟她们做了3 年的好朋友很不可思议吧~
我也这么觉得， 哈哈
才知道原来他们以前是贪玩~
她们就是我现在的朋友圈里的A小姐和L小姐了
升到了中3
我们认识了现在朋友圈的J小姐，N小姐和E先生
到了中5 大家还聚在一起
虽然大家都有闹过皮过吵过打过
但每次都没事， 因为我们是朋友
但渐渐的我似乎不知道他们在那里了？
不知道他们去了那里，
他们也离我远去了~
我到底该怎样呢?
很多时候我都主动去关心他们，
但他们当我透明~
为什么会这样？ 就因为我没有跟 他们出去吗？
是这样的吗？
为什么我的关心总是自己走上门呢？
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
不同語言， 不同時間， 不同地點。
好悶，很久沒有上來了， 不知道要寫什麽
只是希望我的世界裏不要每次出現，
不同語言， 不同時間， 不同地點。
不同語言
- 不會溝通的人
不同時間
- 不是巧裝巧 和 不對時間找我的人
不同地點
- 在不同的地方然後大喊我名的人~
討厭阿~
只是希望我的世界裏不要每次出現，
不同語言， 不同時間， 不同地點。
不同語言
- 不會溝通的人
不同時間
- 不是巧裝巧 和 不對時間找我的人
不同地點
- 在不同的地方然後大喊我名的人~
討厭阿~
Monday, November 8, 2010
朋友之間的秘密~
朋友之間有許多的秘密，
但朋友圈裏真正需要的是什麽？
相信大家都清楚吧~
友情可以取代愛情， 愛情卻不能取代友情。
這個或許有很少人理解。
朋友最近出現了問題，
雖然我不清楚來龍去脈，但還是很心痛~
爲什麽會這樣~
過後發現了朋友的blog更新了，就去看看~
裏面的一字一句，沒有寫道我~
裏面的照片也沒有我~
其实可见我们是多么的没有那么好~
他们出了问题，原本我应该很开心，
因为他们终于可以了解我的心情~
但我看了， 我很心痛。
我不喜欢他们这样， 我不希望他们这样。
我不想失去他们，我们的友情反反复复，
经历了那么多事情，我们不可以就这样毁了
他们对我总要。 真的重要。
希望他们没有事~
但朋友圈裏真正需要的是什麽？
相信大家都清楚吧~
友情可以取代愛情， 愛情卻不能取代友情。
這個或許有很少人理解。
朋友最近出現了問題，
雖然我不清楚來龍去脈，但還是很心痛~
爲什麽會這樣~
過後發現了朋友的blog更新了，就去看看~
裏面的一字一句，沒有寫道我~
裏面的照片也沒有我~
其实可见我们是多么的没有那么好~
他们出了问题，原本我应该很开心，
因为他们终于可以了解我的心情~
但我看了， 我很心痛。
我不喜欢他们这样， 我不希望他们这样。
我不想失去他们，我们的友情反反复复，
经历了那么多事情，我们不可以就这样毁了
他们对我总要。 真的重要。
希望他们没有事~
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
wat i send to my bro via email... Disappointed wif FAMILY
wat i send to my bro via email... Disappointed wif FAMILY
maybe mummy say wrong i not so good girl at house....
i tell u but u cannot tell mummy them....
i really feel i at house no privacy at house i feel i m no use at all.
Ya mayb i wrong too, i cannot blame them coz they are worry me too...
but i think too over ad , over until my letter can go open it? until i no phone use?
mayb they got their reason , but i really can't aceppt at tis envoroment...
i everyday feel upsad who know? all dunno coz i no say it out.
I really hate myself actually , i got many negative thinking , i will think very very much.
and they say me dunno how to protect myself , if i dunno den i will drive car go out until late late.
who know? they say y i dun wan call my friend and say my thing was keep in heart?
how they know i no find them? i find them but got respone? NO !
They are totally think me is transparent. Y like tis? is bcoz i less to join them and i join them must early back.
den they also lazy to call me out. Like li ping birthday on tuesda but they say can't celebrate at tat time but no body tell me they celebrate o saturday or sunday... i need see their facebook update photo i only know... I really sad u know~
No one can feel tat..!!!
I no freedom enough wat also need tell parent wat also need gv parent see...
I ad 18 years old .... but no privarcy no freedom at all... den wat the difference wif 8 years old child/?
and i talk to my cousin also cannt? must say over bf tat type de mer?
Y they need care o\so much? it is really over....
And i really cannot forgive them to open my letter...
They do thoes thing will may me feel antipathy wif them....
no meaning is i continue like tis... i say ad i will protect myself i know which is good which is wrong...
they keep say me dun wan talk out... open mouth... i got when they no beside me...
and they no let me go and know tis world is how... HOw to independent...
How is the pressure in out soceity how to slove the problem how to release stress...
they no let me try how i\they know i cannot..
I will do tis work until end off tis year next year mayb i will go find another work or go interview the steweadess job... take the course
or concerate b a ballet teacher do full time ballet teacher....
and u know ms jane wanna kick me away ad? u know y? it beacuse i got saturday job... i cannot go ds observe class i cannot teach a good class... i cannot develop it... tat y... i wanna go replace other class u know mummy say wat? no need u still have saturday job... u know 1 day i replace i will get how much? 9.45 until 2pm it was my 2 day class i ad get 72 ringgit den my monthly will get high salary...
if i replace 2 week also so many class see how much i will get?
but mummy say no need and they so no belive me....fine den... but they will say again y ms jane no gv u replace class ad?
wat the question she ask? she no ask herslef? i feel damn tired to them... i tired to face them... i got think b4 i go out and stay my self but i scare they so i same like a ping jie jie... den find i dun wan but i need freedom... i dun wan always they fetch me ... i wan independent
i wan done all my thing wif myself...
Focus back to tat point again... (BF)
i feel i dun wan find ad she always say i dunno choose...
den i will dun wan choose it....
i gt phobia ad.... i dun wan it ad..and i know u will say wat also if dun wan reply nvm but remember dun tell them...
if u tell them i won't say anything to u nexttime....
i will keep it on myself///
bye take care ^^
maybe mummy say wrong i not so good girl at house....
i tell u but u cannot tell mummy them....
i really feel i at house no privacy at house i feel i m no use at all.
Ya mayb i wrong too, i cannot blame them coz they are worry me too...
but i think too over ad , over until my letter can go open it? until i no phone use?
mayb they got their reason , but i really can't aceppt at tis envoroment...
i everyday feel upsad who know? all dunno coz i no say it out.
I really hate myself actually , i got many negative thinking , i will think very very much.
and they say me dunno how to protect myself , if i dunno den i will drive car go out until late late.
who know? they say y i dun wan call my friend and say my thing was keep in heart?
how they know i no find them? i find them but got respone? NO !
They are totally think me is transparent. Y like tis? is bcoz i less to join them and i join them must early back.
den they also lazy to call me out. Like li ping birthday on tuesda but they say can't celebrate at tat time but no body tell me they celebrate o saturday or sunday... i need see their facebook update photo i only know... I really sad u know~
No one can feel tat..!!!
I no freedom enough wat also need tell parent wat also need gv parent see...
I ad 18 years old .... but no privarcy no freedom at all... den wat the difference wif 8 years old child/?
and i talk to my cousin also cannt? must say over bf tat type de mer?
Y they need care o\so much? it is really over....
And i really cannot forgive them to open my letter...
They do thoes thing will may me feel antipathy wif them....
no meaning is i continue like tis... i say ad i will protect myself i know which is good which is wrong...
they keep say me dun wan talk out... open mouth... i got when they no beside me...
and they no let me go and know tis world is how... HOw to independent...
How is the pressure in out soceity how to slove the problem how to release stress...
they no let me try how i\they know i cannot..
I will do tis work until end off tis year next year mayb i will go find another work or go interview the steweadess job... take the course
or concerate b a ballet teacher do full time ballet teacher....
and u know ms jane wanna kick me away ad? u know y? it beacuse i got saturday job... i cannot go ds observe class i cannot teach a good class... i cannot develop it... tat y... i wanna go replace other class u know mummy say wat? no need u still have saturday job... u know 1 day i replace i will get how much? 9.45 until 2pm it was my 2 day class i ad get 72 ringgit den my monthly will get high salary...
if i replace 2 week also so many class see how much i will get?
but mummy say no need and they so no belive me....fine den... but they will say again y ms jane no gv u replace class ad?
wat the question she ask? she no ask herslef? i feel damn tired to them... i tired to face them... i got think b4 i go out and stay my self but i scare they so i same like a ping jie jie... den find i dun wan but i need freedom... i dun wan always they fetch me ... i wan independent
i wan done all my thing wif myself...
Focus back to tat point again... (BF)
i feel i dun wan find ad she always say i dunno choose...
den i will dun wan choose it....
i gt phobia ad.... i dun wan it ad..and i know u will say wat also if dun wan reply nvm but remember dun tell them...
if u tell them i won't say anything to u nexttime....
i will keep it on myself///
bye take care ^^
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Ytd was tired but it is happy.... coz teacher got say my name Miss siew may theng and say Ms Siew.
I really feel happy enough even though he juz say me no good. But tat is enough for me ~
Today use english to update coz long time din't make it up. I feel tat y GOD need created LIFE for human?
It is tat can give human more good/? It if tat only got Challange? It is tat only can feel many thing?
Y cannot juz happy enough? And it was so hard to let someone to aceppt it... I m the first 1 say can't~
I really can't i feel tired enough really... Really tired...
I dun wan to get it more den tat..... Zzzzzzzzzzz....
Ytd less 60 ringgit today check only release Gv MORE 200 omg....
wat happen to me actually?
really so CHU XING? So no heart enough?
Y all the bad thing rush come and find me?
Hate it enough really... I cannot tahan it ad....
Tat i know y i so love those song was so upsad...
it is because tat is really sing for me....
RMB my fb friend Miss C say wanna say more EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like tis only can be happy
But wat is happy recently? i ad can clear it up... I dunnno wat is tat ad.... I keep changed myself but y still no ppl can prove it tat i was changed ad?
Y no ppl can rmb me? and same the ADVERTIMSENT in radio, tat Y no PPL can LOOK me? wah... tat is wat i really wanna
SHOUT to other~
I m not TRANSPARENT. HAHA when i type tis blog i get the advertisment on radio.. hehe i smile and laugh by my own...
haha, tat many ppl say wat also need share but my thing if share i will feel shame enough...
Coz now i only know my parents will open my letter when the letter post to my house....
TAT day my bro in london was send once letter to my house bcoz it wan gv my dad a birthday suprise....but the front of letter is write by mu name... My dad see got love drwing on top of letter den open the letter and see....
I dunno tat but tat day my mother say tat i shoc and feel sad....
If really is other boy send come also ok wat coz tat is my privarcy i should have it ... i need have it also... y they can like tat?
i think i will no marry and bf to future... coz i sure can't get it coz i no privarcy ... if got also scare me ad....
LET SAY :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeEEeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I really feel happy enough even though he juz say me no good. But tat is enough for me ~
Today use english to update coz long time din't make it up. I feel tat y GOD need created LIFE for human?
It is tat can give human more good/? It if tat only got Challange? It is tat only can feel many thing?
Y cannot juz happy enough? And it was so hard to let someone to aceppt it... I m the first 1 say can't~
I really can't i feel tired enough really... Really tired...
I dun wan to get it more den tat..... Zzzzzzzzzzz....
Ytd less 60 ringgit today check only release Gv MORE 200 omg....
wat happen to me actually?
really so CHU XING? So no heart enough?
Y all the bad thing rush come and find me?
Hate it enough really... I cannot tahan it ad....
Tat i know y i so love those song was so upsad...
it is because tat is really sing for me....
RMB my fb friend Miss C say wanna say more EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like tis only can be happy
But wat is happy recently? i ad can clear it up... I dunnno wat is tat ad.... I keep changed myself but y still no ppl can prove it tat i was changed ad?
Y no ppl can rmb me? and same the ADVERTIMSENT in radio, tat Y no PPL can LOOK me? wah... tat is wat i really wanna
SHOUT to other~
I m not TRANSPARENT. HAHA when i type tis blog i get the advertisment on radio.. hehe i smile and laugh by my own...
haha, tat many ppl say wat also need share but my thing if share i will feel shame enough...
Coz now i only know my parents will open my letter when the letter post to my house....
TAT day my bro in london was send once letter to my house bcoz it wan gv my dad a birthday suprise....but the front of letter is write by mu name... My dad see got love drwing on top of letter den open the letter and see....
I dunno tat but tat day my mother say tat i shoc and feel sad....
If really is other boy send come also ok wat coz tat is my privarcy i should have it ... i need have it also... y they can like tat?
i think i will no marry and bf to future... coz i sure can't get it coz i no privarcy ... if got also scare me ad....
LET SAY :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeEEeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Thursday, October 14, 2010
i am dancer
I am a dancer
I twirl, leap and spin
I jump, piorette, and tap
I am a dancer
I feel pain and fear
I feel defeat and failure yet
I keep going I smile, I practice, I perform
I feel happiness and joy
I have grace and beauty
I hear the applause
I perform and do my best Sometimes
I fail I don't give up For
I am a dancer
I am brave and strong
I dance not for fame and glory But for how I feel inside
I am happiness,joy,love & excitment Strife, talent, joy, Determination and beauty
I am a dancer
I twirl, leap and spin
I jump, piorette, and tap
I am a dancer
I feel pain and fear
I feel defeat and failure yet
I keep going I smile, I practice, I perform
I feel happiness and joy
I have grace and beauty
I hear the applause
I perform and do my best Sometimes
I fail I don't give up For
I am a dancer
I am brave and strong
I dance not for fame and glory But for how I feel inside
I am happiness,joy,love & excitment Strife, talent, joy, Determination and beauty
I am a dancer
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